Shady Heart

Why is there a shade around my heart,
Why do you have to give me something good,
We just had to blend in all areas but yet there was a shade behind us.

The learning curve

This morning the shades of evil entered my heart,

Why did all the memories of the bad things that happened in my life just have to come rolling in?
I have to be stronger than this,

Someone touches my sensitive spot and boom I sob?
nah my best friends tell me that I am a strong woman I should be stronger than this,

Everytime someone tells me that something I don't want to hear my world comes crumbling down

Now I have something good in my life, it's in the initial stages but I am loving it,
I have never connected with anybody like this before,

Back to what happened this morning I began to think of possibly making it on my own,
But there are boundaries that one has to think about and maybe god is testing me,

Patience is a virtue and I need have that.

It is a learning curve and I will get there...